BEST BUDDIES! :D

2010-01-17T23:43:00.002+08:00

ok so there is no point in regretting what has been done. things happen for a reason dont they. maybe right now i cant see it yet but yeah it takes time. which ever sch i end up in, its the a's that matter the most. haha like what fats said, go there study for two yrs and get lost. well not really get lost ah, gotta make those 2 yrs worth the time and effort.

my world is changing.

change is the only constant.

was reading old blog posts just now and i realised that my way of blogging has really changed. no longer do i blog abt the day and all. haha and yvonne, i miss your funny retarded posts. smile ok(: things happen for a reason, although its always hard for us to accept them at first.

tmr will be a nerd outing. haha ashwiyni is joining the club!

i miss you guys already man. its gonna take some time getting used to these changes.

nasuha

2010-01-14T13:02:00.001+08:00

i really don't know what to dooooo.

2010-01-11T23:26:00.002+08:00

and yes its all over.

but i feel very weird abt it all ending. felt to me like it was another prelim result but heh the tension was just nerve wrecking! all i can say is that im just extremely thankful for everything. wasnt the perfect 6 i was secretly hoping for but glad with the 7. most of all, im glad those faces had looks of happiness(:

and so now, its time to make a decision on the next step of our life. hmms to choose btw parents or something i have been dreaming and hoping abt. i know mum will support anything i choose but i cant help notice that she would love to have a rafflesian daughter. hownowbrowncow!

all i want now is to spend time with my friends of the zoo. honestly, really sad no one coming with me. gonna be the only one.. well friendship knows no boundaries. haha after all we have something called spamming each others fb!

nasuha

2010-01-11T17:44:00.002+08:00

OMGOOSH ITS OVERR.
Haha. So much tension tension, all overrr. I want to say that i am very proud of my friends!(: Jolenee, thank god you got your A1s you deserve every single ONE that you got! Yuli, Zak and i last row we clapped damn loud for you okay!(: BUTTT Yuli and Shermin went missing uhhh): See you two soon okay!
And my Delta dearests! We made it through this journey together(: We have no six pointers which is rather funny actually, but nyehh you guys still did greatt. Not everybody is happy but chin up friends, its really really not the end of the world. (: I love you guys very very much and ohmygod no more worrying abt results!(:
I wasnt sure what to feel when i opened my own, but everyone else is happy for me. So i'm good(: Parents were really happy when i called, dad started talking abt jc and all and mum, aiyo this mum put me on speaker and her whole office clapped for me hahaha. Attai said to make myself free to go laptop-shopping heehee.
I was hoping most of all for a double-one for Mdm Lum but although i didnt get it she said she's very happy still. Got to hug her((:
I realised some teachers arent thaat happy cos they compare my results with my class ones but cmon la. If you know where i'm coming from you'd say its a miracle enough. Hohoho. I wasss actually hoping for 9 so it'd make a nice pattern from myes but NYEHHHHHH.
6As sounds nice ah hehhh. Doesnt matter anymore, its done and i'm glad.
Friends, we need to cheer up some and decide who's going where with who! I hopeee we go togethergether(: Tmr okay we go out and decide k, see yall on fb tonight HAHA.
No more tears okayyy, done is done and there's no changing it, but we can change the future, so smileee and rmb you still got us(: Love you 11 girls, and i'm really proud of all of you. We've come so far you know.
I feel rather mature haha i just crossed a big milestone in my life! Heeheeee. (:
I want to hug my friends tight tight tightly tomorrow, so all of you pls come k. Love my Delta.
And thank you, you too(: For just being there, and opening it with me(: andd sorry too.

Okay i'm hungry already. See you tmr!(:
yvonne

2010-01-10T15:08:00.003+08:00

Hi.
Its tomorrow. I dreamt i got F9.
So scaredd. Sickening feeling shit.
Hope its fineeee, for everyone.
And i'm sorry. Really sorry.
I miss my housee.
Seeyou then.
yvonne.

2010-01-10T12:40:00.002+08:00

hmms

it sucks when you know people are expecting a great deal from you and the pressure is there. but it sucks even more when you end up disappointing these people, especially those whom you really want to make them proud. i've realised that no matter what happens, i can't stop ppl frm expecting a whole lot more frm me.

its gone past the stage where i can filter off what everyone says and not be bothered.

to you, i was the unpolished gem two yrs ago. i know you have been waiting patiently all these months to see the gem and i truly hope all the waiting will be worth it. for your sake, for everyones sake.

i've realised that there is nothing else i've wanted so badly in my 17 (almost) years of living.

whatever happens, i hope i'll be able to take it with an open and accepting heart.

but it will still suck to see you sad

2010-01-09T14:38:00.005+08:00

Hellooooo(: Meet my mummeh. Haha. I know its random but just felt like talking abt her. Ytd she was talking to us and for some reason or another my mood just got better and better. I love how her mood can swing from annoyed to crazy in a few mins haha. Pltmates probably know the extent of her madness, right Nasuha? Hahaha. She's the kind who in the middle of sth serious will suddenly burst into uncontrollable giggles for really the most silliest reasons. I likeee. Haha. And this is the woman who scolds sis and me for cackling in the middle of the day or night just cos she's sleeping. Hahaha i rmb there was once she woke up from her sleep cos sis and me were laughing too loud and she came and called us cows. HAHAHA. It certainly didnt stop our laughter that day heh. I love her craziness and her ability to see good in bad stuff. Plus of course la she rarely complains abt me heeheehee. Sure there are times she gets naggy and rather irritating, and her voice is terribly nerve-grating when she's calling us, but not always bad la huh(: And all her monkey faces too mygooosh hahaha. Can you believe this is actually the sanest photo i have of her know. It was taken at the night safari. Jahh. Ytd she was talking abt results and told me its okay if i cannot go jc i can go poly and take nursing hohoho. I love her realistic expectations too hehe. No pressuree. Haha. Life hasnt always been fantastic but i think she deals pretty well. (: Its not mothers day or what but i just felt like saying this. Cos i doubt i'll ever say i love you or anyth straight to her. Humhum.
After saying all this ahh, i have this feeling i'll get annoyed with her later today hohoho. Always happens rightt. (:

Hoooo. Pltmates outout with PPG nowz. Too bad there's a naming ceremony later, i hope it'll be fun/funny enough to keep me awake. Funny cos crazy mum and her crazy sisters will all get tog HAHAHA. (:
Kkk. Be happy dont worry smile more and most importantly, count your blessings everyone! (: Cause life's only as good as we make it. (i'll bet all the money in my wallet now that i'll conveniently forget this the next time i feel life sucks hoho)
AND OMGOOSH talking abt money, i HATE the working world shitzzzz. Nasuha ah, i forgot to tell you, the job ppl didnt give me my money properlyyy): Cheating me only assholes wait now i'll complain to my dad and report yall to MoM HAH. I happily borrowed money now dont know how to return hehhh:/
My hair's prettyy long already i didnt realise till i was washing it ytd and felt it reach rather low on my back heehee(: I wanna cut! And i'm going to botak after As! Hair For Hope ftw! Anybody wanna join me, Ash or Fats? (:
Results Monday la ak. Not ready but cmon lets just get it over with. Mum said she thinks worst i'll get is 14. Hmms. Nth left for me to do ready anyways, hope and pray only. See you all on Monday friends!
Okay going to go remove Jubileez deco now! Mum giving tarzan warcry to call us sheeesh.
K byez!

YVONNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:

2010-01-06T22:26:00.001+08:00

Bursting with things to say but not the right time.
Scareddd so scaredd. :S

2010-01-01T01:18:00.002+08:00

heyy well since yvonne blogged, it kinda made me feel like posting too. hmms perhaps my reflections on 2009 too.

well, 2009 was a bittersweet year. great beginnings but many endings too. endings which came too soon for me, one which i was not really prepared to call it an end. but i guess like what someone once told me, change is the only constant. 2009 was hands down the most memorable year for countless reasons. mainly caused it marked the end of my cedar journey.

i was going through my boxes of stuff frm my 4 yrs as a cedarian; the endless letters written to juniors and seniors folded in our special way, valentines day gifts (so gonna miss how we girls celebrate it), rod letters, photos etc. and wow time really did fly past. so yeah these memories are for me and those who went through not only 2009 but 2006-2009 with me. throught thick and thin despite the mistakes i've made within this period.

who else more if not alpha '06/bravo '07/charlie '08/delta '09. my biggest wish for 2010 besides education and family would be to see us remain as friends. rmb guys, pltmates for life huh. haha you guys are the best monkeys i can turn to no matter what happens. we went through all sorts of shit tgt and although sometimes we had our fights, it just cld not break as apart. 2009 was the best yr to me for our friendship. it was abt sacrificing and understanding each other, not easy for 12 ppl to do. but we did. i really cant imagine not seeing you guys everyday as i step into sch, not seeing you monkeys at the round table or making so much noise everywhere ard the sch. it worries me sometimes to think what 2010 will do to us but if we have gone through 4 yrs with each other, whats another yr right? i truly hope so.

but ncc was not the only thing for me in 2009. it was abt cpb too. my exco. joyp, sarah, joyy, huda, rizwana, wen min and deryn. can't expect me to forget our times in the PR huh. we had a special bond which was fostered through our love and passion for the board. thank you so much for the friendship and more so for the acceptance of me with all the changes that happened.

then there is 4c, more so the special ppl who were always there for me in 4c. haha angeline whom i can never get rid off (and never want to), melinda, jiamin, sarah, si min, michelle and of course rachel wong dearest annoying table partner who is forever using her moral values on me! haha wont forget the times in the library during bio, all the toilet breaks and basically for making me laugh all the time. i'll miss you guys so much and i do have regrets of not being able to spend more time with you guys.

well there is so much to say act abt 2009. as a person, i too changed. hopefully for the better. 2010 seems huge but i know i can always count on cedar for being a place i can lean onto whenever i need it.

i'll never get tired of saying this,

once a cedarian, always a cedarian.

there is a reason for cliches. it just shows how impt they act mean that we always tend to rmb them.

happy new yr guys!

2009-12-27T17:27:00.002+08:00

HIHIHI.
Haha i dont really know why i'm here but i was bloghopping (after so long mygoosh) then felt a sudden urge to blog sth so okay. HI!
Its the last week of 2009 woahh. So i shall reflecttt on this year.
Okay its been a normal year i guess, full of ups and downs. At the start of the year was so hyped about Os but now i dont even feel like i sat for the Os a few weeks ago. (Results in two weeks mygoosh that was fastt) Let go la huh. Nyehh i dont wanna talk about studying and all. Though it was probably the year i studied the most in my life so far, but i guess thats normal so yeah alright, we'll just see where it gets me hmm.
Last year in Cedar. Platoonmates are the diamonds gems treasures of these 4 years. When i think about it, its really just these 11 people who've made my Cedar experience even worth remembering. Yeahh. These 11 plus the year of 2007. Good timesss, the best in fact. It feels surreal when i think about how we'll be all split up next year. Like not even in the same school mygoosh. And that inevitably leads to the memories of all our recesses tog. When we all squeeze into one perfectly round table. And Trisha ofcourse will do a headcount and ask "Where's so-and-so?" if anyone's even missing. Haha. The many many conversations flowing to, fro, across, over, in between us. Like monkeys chattering HAHA. My favourite friends of the zoo. (: We've all grown to fit together on the table, we squeezed much more in Part A/B than we do now hahaha cos of all the weightloss. Most of us ah. Grown from toot gorillas to crazy orangutans. Hahaha. Wait, gorillas are larger than orangutans, right? They look bigger from what i've seen, in Tarzan. Yeahhh. Pretty people i'll miss so muchh. Already missing some now.
And to the most mia monkey, hi friend. I wonder what you look like now. Ppl ask me about you and i dont even know the answers myself, youknow? Dont go too far and change too much. You still belong here, right here with us. I love you, miss you more, my best balleh rakka. ):
And the rest tooo. I hope we have a funfair day on Homecomingg. (: Not really looking forward to seeing teachers tho hmm prom too eeyer. Ohwells.
Jah, back to pltmates. Yes the bright side of these 4 years(: For life, to keep. (Hence keepers haha zookeepers)
Yes i guess thats it. Cedar was just about making great friends for me. (: I'll remember 07 and 09 best.
Anyway to the future. 2010. My wish for the new year: To keep loved ones close no matter how far each of us go.
I made a promise a long time ago. Some promises are worth keeping till death. I'd say this one is one of those. And i'mma gonna keep it. For youzz. (:

The house's all decked out! Not for Christmas haha, but for theee Golden Jubileezzz. Exciting abit but i just found out about clashing dates hoohoohoo.
Been thinking thinking alott. Imagining mostly, hehh. My thoughts take me to faraway places but they make me happy.
I wanna make it all a reality. (:

Okay parents back. Long post la huh. I wonder if ppl even read this hohoho.
Byebyeeee.

-Yvonne

2009-12-19T00:11:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOO(:
Okay i'm just posting cos today was an A-for-AWESOMEEEELY FANTASTIC DELTA DAY :D
We went Ash's house tog like after two years? Haha. Awesomeee. (: Only six of us thoughhh. {Ashwiyni, Diana, Fatimah, Nasuha, Zura and me.}
Supp to reach by ten and yes my fault we were late hehhhh. Then we lazed around her house at first before finally deciding to go gym. Then spent idontknow how long at gym. Then oh yes Nasuha only came like 12 ard there when we were at gym. Then Fats Ash and Nasuha swam in sexy swimsuits while Diana and I lay on the ground with our legs in the pool and read books. Zura was busy discovering that only chicklit appeals to her and Salem Falls by Jodi Picoult is too serious for her. Thennn after the swimmers played on the slide awhile we went to batheeee. Or rather only Ash Fat Nasuha and I bathed. Then went upstairs and started doing gay stuffs. Tried Ash's many nail polish colours. Nasuha and I got our hair straightened by Ash whose newest ambition is to become a hairstylist now. (And Diana came up with a new concept store idea for her and I support it yay) And a long time later we finally went for lunch/ lunner/ brunner at 4plus. Ate at Banquet till 5 plus. Then bought cookies and headed back. Oh and Nasuha left after eating. Then the 5 of us watched some Olympics 08 recording again. (-I forget what we did for awhile-) Then wii!! So exciting WII!!!!! :D We played tennis and boxing and swordplay. Its quite fun, worth getting high over haha. (: Then sweated again. And came to the conclusion that the wii playtime was more calorie-burning (?) than the gym session hehhheh. Then we took photos with Ash's Mac thing i dont know its name haha oopss. Then we had cookies and milk while the photos were uploaded onto facebook. Yayy so nice cookies and milk(: (: Then Ash came up with an idea to relieve herself of boredom at home without us(which is also the reason i'm even here doing this right now). Then we were supposed to get ready to leave (time was around 8plus?) but someone opened up the photobooth thing on the Macthing again so all rushed to be in the photo. So another round of phototaking haha. Then we finally had the willpower to off it and we lefttt. Lalala, Fat Diana Zura and I walked to mrt and blabla yeah went home.
Ash still hasn't uploaded the 2nd round of photos.
Diana still hasnt uploaded photos since 13 Nov 2009.
Hinthint.

Okay thats it la huh sorry energy level dropped ready I'm tired havent been sleeping enough past few days): Haha.

Next outing 22nd? See the Platoon Outing Wall, friends! (:

Still it was a GREATTTT day(: Esp after Seoul Garden ytd((: Missed the six who weren't there today though. Come back soon from India/ Philippines/ Busyland quick yeah you six.

Love Deltaaaa(:

-Yvonne (:

2009-11-29T00:11:00.001+08:00

heh so this blog is officially dead and might remain dead unless yvonne decides to do something. anyways just leaving it here for trisha who wants to read the archives. haha

2009-07-04T00:02:00.002+08:00

freedom came and its gonna leave soon..

but it was nice while it lasted, most of it anyway

saturday- spent a nice and tiring morning trekking with AY at macritchie. the place has changed quite a bit since last time (dec08?). brought back super nice memories of unit camp '06. can't believe i actually had the stamina to have had ran the trail. instead AY we just walked and it was a gd 12 plus km. great time spent with awesome funny people who make me smile and laugh (:

sun- forced myself to go back for tuition. haha spent almost half an hour complaining abt prelim papers to my teacher!

mon- movie outing with half of delta! ohman those who know us will never believe that we watched... drag me to hell! seriously i can't believe i actually suggested it and the rest voted for it. what happened to comedy man! lets just say that the experience was certainly an unforgettable one huh. this zura act only brave! hahaha

tue- another delta outing! studying has made us miss each other so much. this time bbq@ramya's! ahahhaah great times, great laughter and great food! except for the chicken which wld never cook. sun tanning for zura which never seemed to work, lounging while fatimah and yvonne swam and played catching in the pool. what can i say, anything with delta makes my day!

hmms after that i started getting guilty by the sight of exam papers and more practice papers.

today- had PC EXCO scrapbooking session! miss them so much. haha joyy was saying that its only with EXCO that we actually meet and get work done. yet the process of it is so enjoyable. flew all the way to admiralty, rizwana's house. long mrt ride but it allowed me to catch up on some reading and thinking.. thanks rizzy for the great lunch and dessert! haha more meetings/gatherings at ur house ah! hinthint. haha

so what made me suddenly want to blog again after so long.. well the depressing sight of stacking mountains of papers is well really depressing. self denial is obviously not the key to the solution here. i knew i had loose papers to clear but in the end, it was more like manymanymany loose papers which have to be done.

3days. i dun want to use that blue blouse grey skirt.

3 months+ to the dreaded big fat o's.

nasuha

i thought i would come through somehow. but at the state of things, i have my doubts.

2009-06-25T17:26:00.002+08:00

said martin luther king; LET FREEDOM RING!

yeah man its over! haha finally. but i guess not for long. anyways papers were all so terrible. one week break is gonna be a restless one thinking abt them. sigh

no regrets right? i wish

nasuha

2009-06-15T17:13:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody i lost my phone so dont bother calling or msging, please and thanks.

yvonne.

2009-06-06T23:56:00.003+08:00

cats and insects are pest!

says nasuha and fatimah

hahaha had a very interesting convo with that makcik fatimah ili abt the pests we cant stand. she with her insects and me with cats.

Fatimah Ili says:
that day my father couldnt catch the beetle and he ended up sleeping in my room cos i didnt dre to go in

Fatimah Ili says:
no he said i dshould marry someone who works in a pesticide company so that i can set all the insect traps in my house(:

but i mean seriously whats so cute abt cats! they stare at you and follow you ard. and their meowing is like saying "im gonna kill you". and im not exagerating lah. really dunno how you ppl like cats so much. the best animals and pets for me are fishes(: so pretty and you can just stare at them while they are swimming ard. hahaha

nasuha

2009-06-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

A friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find but lucky to have.

For in times of stress or hardship
And in times of happiness and glee

Plt outing at the esplanade rooftop was simply the best! Celebrating dear yvonne's birthday at the same time. Although it was kinda short as a few of us had to rush for the english seminar at raffles place, it was still an awesome day spent with my dear friends(:

And i can't forget you as well. Thanks so much for the words of motivation and the sms too. It really made me smile and forget abt all the stuff i was ranting previously. Haha i doubt you will see this but seriously, im so thankful for our friendship(:

I have found my four leaf clover. What abt you?

nasuha

2009-06-02T22:56:00.007+08:00

Didnt make sense not to live for fun;

Hahaha after so long i'm just here to say a BIGBIGBIG THANKYOU to my loveliess(((: after all the apprehension in the beginning i must say its been an A-for-Awesome day(: thank you to every single one of you, ash dhaky diana eunice fat gautami nasuha sasi trisha ramya and zuraa. haha it wasnt that much of a surprise cos i saw what i shouldnt have so yeah my fault hahaheee. but i was trying to control myself and act surprised okayy. i was so close to tears but it came out as a burst of laughter instead HAHA this lovely lovely peoplee. and this ash and fat trying so hard to stall me i fell for everyth okay esp the come lets take photos in the toilet parttttt. everything was perfect till i saw 'my' reflection and the white shirt and ash going 'eh the port the port ipod hahaha'. Hahaha. thank you everybodayee for coming down just to see me i was really so so touchedd (: and all the presents too mygooosh. sweet surprise huh sweet sixteen. thank you loveliess i love you alll.

i'd say it was a pretty blessed day. right from the very start. sweet sixteen, sweetest that i remember i really do feel so loved. thank you everybody i couldnt have asked for better ppl to spend it with. I Love all 12 of you (:

and to everyone who knew or remembered, thank youu(: . there was just this one group of monkeys who raised bp but hey dont mess with us. good always overrules bad.

now take care everyonez, and sleep tight knowing i love you. (:
& you sweetheart.
♥ yvonne(:
16 woah.

2009-05-29T23:04:00.003+08:00

its just goodnight and not goodbye;

today made me realise just how much the prefectorial board has impacted me. i have officially stepped down as vice-head. it was a bitter sweet 5 mths and a previous 5 more last yr as head of special functions. i am going to miss the hecticness of it all, the proposals i have had to do, the beloved PR and definitely my fellow prefects. its been an awesome 3 yrs.

wow almost 3 yrs have passed since i changed my sch shoe to black. changed my badge to a gold one and my tie to a slimme, silkier one. haha. and i have certainly changed in terms of my personality towards the positive side i hope.

after handover, exco went for dinner. our best "meeting" we have ever had. no words can describe just how much you guys mean to me. the 8 of us really clicked so well and i really couldn't have asked for a better team. the trust, care and understanding we have for each other is something i truly appreciate. our day. every last fri of each month. im already looking forward to next yr(: love you guys loads and loads!

and to the new exco, congrats! i have faith in you guys. i have seen you guys grow as you entered the board and i know you guys will go far(: lead with your heart but do consult your head.

nasuha

2009-05-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

what is the probability that nasuha will fall asleep during bio tmr?

what is the probability that nasuha will wake up late which will make her sister very angry tmr?

what is the probability that nasuha will screw her physics spa skill 3 tmr?

what is the probability that nasuha will laugh in the company of delta/4C/pc exco tmr?

what is the probability that nasuha will keep retying her hair which will make rachel irritated tmr?

what is the probability that nasuha will be asked to take out her probability wksheet during maths tmr?

what is the probability that nasuha will be able to say yes she has finished it tmr?

what is the probability that nasuha will finally decide to do her probability wksheet after this?

hmms nasuha shall think abt it..

2009-05-21T22:40:00.003+08:00

XCountry 2009!

Haha awesome! Seriously so much fun. Another day spent with delta. Well considering that the past 4 yrs we have always been fit running and jogging so today we slacked. haha seriously slacked. well started jogging with the other sec 4s then after abt 10 mins ok maybe less, we started walking. and taking pics! haha it was so much fun. kinda embarrasing sometimes when your cadets pass you as well but haha. then when we reached TP's track where the race ended we started sprinting like nobody's business and everyone at the stands thought we really ran all the way and they were cheering for us. haha act only ah delta!

oh congrats to melinda chan for making 4C proud once more! 3rd position yo! proud of you my dear vietnamese doll(:

so anyways after that took pics with delta and part cs. thanks ramya for being our photographer with the part cs. funny lah she the way she arranged for us our positions and poses! then our hungry tummies led us to eighteen chefs at simei. ohmy the food is super super nice! everyone shd go and try their bake rice. for their ice lemon tee they included a slice of lemon which a few of us tried eating. super sour. funny videos. the best was that we expected dhaky to be screaming and all but she didn't! she was so calm! amazing lah she.

finally after a great deal of time some of us left for tampines library to study. yeah right hardly studied lah. thanks to my mum we went to her office and conquered her room while she had a meeting. trisha and fatimah were so into reading some children fairy tale books. while yvonne, zura and diana played barber shop. literaly. then at abt 4 they left and i followed zura and diana as they acted on impulse and cut bangs! i almost did but err scared lah huh. haha

yeah that was such a brilliant day. so spoiler tmr still have sch ):

photos(:

DELTA(:

2009-05-19T21:54:00.003+08:00

Im in a sudden mood to blog. anyways I have yet to wish zura and embarrase her with a nice nice pic of her!

Haha HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MY DEARLY BELOVED PLTMATE!

May you continue being your paranoid/lovable/quirky self which brings us lots of never ending laughter! Love you loads dear!

Anyways hmms just recovered fully from fever and all the whatnots. I hate when im sick cause thats the start for my mum to start on the whole nasuha you have to eat veggie, drink milk.. and diana has taken up the role of making me eat at sch. sigh

oh and i thought end of ncc and pc would mean the end of dreaded proposals. but guess not. like what my mum says my life is always filled with proposals. when i grow up i won't have problems with proposals. haha she ah. oh and mr tan told me to step away frm all my other commitments.

nasuha(:

2009-05-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

Do spend some time to ponder..

To realize the value of 1 year,
ask a student who failed his exams

To realize the value of 1 month,
ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby

To realize the value of 1 week,
ask the editor of a weekly newspaper

To realize the value of 1 day,
ask a daily wage labourer

To realize the value of 1 hour,
ask the lovers who are waiting to meet

To realize the value of 1 minute,
ask a person who missed the bus, train or plane

To realize the value of 1 second
ask a person who just avoided an accident

To realize the value of millisecond
ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics

I came across this today while clearing up some posters at alkaff. it really is true how time has been described. esp for us who forever think time will wait for us. well ms chng made us realise that we only have 4 mths till big fat o's.

There is never enough time to do everything, but there is always enough time to do the most important thing

nasuha

2009-05-13T23:36:00.002+08:00

hmms wanted to blog abt POP but im too tired. basically my ncc journey ended today. the feeling is really not what i expected but still there is the feeling of emptiness. NCC was a super super huge part of my cedar life. and now that it is over, feels like a part of my life is empty..

2009-05-08T23:30:00.001+08:00

CEDAR LIT UP!

haha super the fun! great job to all those who made the event a success. esp the sec 3 lit class! wow it was a wonderfully put up performance esp hahahhaah.

(:

2009-05-06T23:10:00.003+08:00

we walked home in silence for the first time today. minding our own thoughts. i really dunno why things are this way. for the first time in 4 yrs, im actually worried abt whats gonna happen to us.

why?

2009-05-03T00:09:00.002+08:00

hmms i took a break frm peribahasas to watch the lake house. its so awesome eventhough confusing with all the time difference. its just amazing how sometimes the difference of time never becomes a barrier of love. haha ok i bet you are like laughing if you are reading this. well i can't help it lah im a sucker for all these love stories!

anyways after managing to stay away frm books for quite some time, i recently finished reading another jodie picoult bk-vanishing acts. i can never grow tired of reading her books. well first there is the law cases which never fail to interest me and then there are the characters and all the twists. she is one author who can make me forget abt sleeping and then the next day becoming a zombie.

talking abt zombies, our exco is now busy with finishing up our list of things to do after os. haha yes a bit too fast but its our common goal now that we are stepping down soon. among them is fishing(joyp), para-para dancing(joyp and huda), movie marathons esp horror ones(sarah). haha if you have any suggestions for us feel free to tell us. sigh someone suggested manicures and spas too. haha

nasuha(:

2009-04-27T22:19:00.002+08:00

ITQAN- memories of a life time.

although today sch was horrible cause the tiredness kicked in and i couldn't concentrate at all, its really ok. 3 days at madrasah irsyad with 27 other youths is no regret. im so thankful for the opportunity to be part of this great band of brothers and sisters in our quest to discover more about ourselves.

thinking back, 2009 was not a yr which i ever imagined being part of alkaff youth. it never crossed my mind but things happen for a reason and i am ever grateful for it.

i feel so at peace with myself.

haha but i definitely need to get back tomy studies. prelims in just one month ard there! malay prelims next week and my 120 peribahasas have not been stored into my brain.

nasuha

2009-04-15T23:09:00.003+08:00

the whole prep for Os is seriously taking a toll on my already. Sigh and prelims have not even started. Screwed maths today. Really don't know why.

One parade more and its you time part cs.

One more parade till its over delta.

One more parade.

2009-03-31T21:49:00.003+08:00

Cedar Freestyle Drill Team '09; JUST DANCE!

no matter what others say, im proud of you guys. we did it. continue to bring glory to our great unit. next yr will be much better right? definitely!

to all those who had helped us in one way or another, thanks a million!

nasuha

2009-03-21T13:23:00.003+08:00

sigh this blog is so dead already.

when im sick of hw, this is the place to be..

well unit camp is over. both glad and sad. those 3 days made me realise why i spend so much energy into my cca. its the company. definitely that. those 3 days spent with my pltmates and cadets made me appreciate my cca and it will be tough leaving. but i have to. im actually missing camp right now. conight was awesome. thanks part cs(: haha delta, our walk in was cool yo! cant belive we made it up like 5 mins before going in! ghost stories by mr khoo left us afraid to walk anywhere alone. pe at the field will never be the same! sentry at night which never happened! cycling like crazy ard ubin with fatimah while she complains of her supposedly diabetes, belaying for more than 2 hrs, boat rides, sponge games which resulted in me falling super unglamly, super funny funny cadet moments! sigh memories that will last a life time..

hw is so energy consuming..

haha meeting delta for ramya's competition soon! go ramya we are all behind you dear! oh pls vote for ramya!! watch her at vasantham at 7pm tonight!

nasuha

2009-03-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

hmms i've finally decided to blog. but this will be quite short. a break frm proposals and emails.

so tmr is OAC. kinda of saddening too. thought for a moment on how it would have been if i had remained as an OAL. oh wells cant regret any decision i make. to all OALs have fun for your last camp! im sure labrador will bring back loads of memories. sigh i miss the first aid base! sitting at the steps with jie shi just starring and talking crap.. ok move on!

so sch. tests have all ended. quite happy except for bio of course. i wonder when i will ever pass lah! so demoralising! oh and today was most likely the last day im sitting with rachel. well if luck is still on our side, mr tan may forget(: haha surrounding me in class are so many funny ppl! there is bella who gives very amusing comments quite loudly so me and rachel end up hearing too. there is lan xin who always breaks my heart with her sweets, amanda and gene the two crazy tall pairs..

oh amanda said something super super funny during bio on thu. we were studying abt gene mutation etc then mdm wong wrote this brain deficiency term on the board which made amanda so excited. so mdm wong asked if she knew abt it. she said yes. so mdm wong asked her frm where she know.

A: oh from house (drama)
*whole class laughs
MW: so what happened?
A: this girl contracted the disease frm her mum blah blah
MW: so what kind of signs and symptoms did the girl show?
A: oh nothing
MW: oh there was no mention is it?
A: err no
MW: was the disease at an early stage?
A: actually its cause the next season is not out yet so i dunno

retarded lah my monitress! everyday every period, she must say something funny. another incident also happened on thu to rachel. jieyuan chocked on water so she was coughing. then we happen to sit next to her so rachel immediately got up to help. then when jieyuan went to the toilet to wash up, it took some time so rachel wanted to go check on her. she was really like im off to save the day kind like super speed but ah! haha the moment she stepped out of the door, jieyuan came in so it was super hilarious. so excited for nothing ah our dear chairman of rcy. hahha

so yes term 1 has ended..

2009-02-21T19:29:00.002+08:00

One and a half weeks. 4 days a week. 4 hours each day.

We did it. I must say it was not our best performance but we reached our first goal. Now onto the next step.

One more month and i'll be done with my last NCC competition. I'm really amazed by how each one of you are able to sacrifice so much time and effort for a competition which was quite last minute. Great job. Im proud of each one of you including our deejay and the two lovers. And definitely ms thang who was smiling like one kambing! haha hope we didnt let you down. Count by the was so nice(:

Well, its not over. perhaps a week's of rest and it'll be back to practice.

Nothing is impossible yo!

nasuha

2009-02-16T20:12:00.002+08:00

CEDAR FIESTA <3!

yup totally it was the best way to celebrate valentine's day. the best valentine's day in cedar. great company, great atmosphere, great day! making waffles the whole day with pc/psl exco was so much fun. the chaoticness of taking orders and dirtying ur hands with the batter will be something i will rmb. seeing the whole sch come tgt for our new sch was heartwarming. ppl did not have faith that sat would be a success. but it did. and it was a great success. haha after our batter finished, we had to close shop early then me and fatimah went around spending all our coupons on nonsense stuff. 0h and haunted dungeon with exco was so fun! haha screaming eventhough come to think of it it was not scary at all lah.

so today didnt attend any lessons cause went for ACS(I) invest with joyp and sarah. a very relaxing and fun invest i must say. and that was the end of all my invests. enough lah huh. gonna step down soon anyways.

lastly, for the record, CEDAR RCY, CHAMPION FOR FANCYDRILL COMPETITION! congrats guys! you really deserved it. every single one of you. and rachel, haha ur strepsils await you tmr! congrats dear partner(:

next is us. sigh

nasuha

2009-02-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

i just cant wait till the end of this week

2009-02-06T22:09:00.002+08:00

This week has been full of laughter with that rachel wong! seriously that girl is crazy. the stuff that she does so that i wont be able to concentrate on lessons. and haha sometimes me too. we have concluded that this week we have been very childish so next week, we are gonna be super good students. at least thats what we aim!

haha english lessons have been really fun cause we are doing debates now. my team consists of rachel and that kuku kathleen. haha together the three of us are gonna kill angeline, lan xin and amanda on mon! ohmy the nonsense ideas that we have. and rachel's ideas of jokes are so weird.

fiesta is coming! hmms next week is gonna be super packed!

oh and 4C got into cedar's got talent finals! eh but seriously no form of biasedness. they deserved it especially amanda, michelle, si min and mr tan.

and today we had CPR lessons for assembly. we each got our own mini anny. hilarious. thats the word to describe it. first, i couldnt seem to blow air into my manicuine. then i couldnt do the mouth to mouth thingy. the chest just didnt want to rise lah! hahas that rachel ah try act so zai! haha but cannot make it. she put on dao face while we struggling than start laughing at our stupidity. but it was a interesting way to celebrate total defence this yr..

nasuha

2009-02-01T21:27:00.004+08:00

today was nice. didnt touch any of my books. had a family gathering and celebrated our bday. my cousins frm australia are adorable! im so glad they are staying for 6 months! anyways food was awesome, company even greater! talked to irah abt jc and A/O levels. all the best to her! oh and she showed me a video of she and her friends going on the reverse bungy. omg hilarious but i wanna do! eh charlie after O's ok! must must. hahas

im expecting this week to be a pretty challenging one. hope i can take whatever comes my way. especially with you and that.

im really disappointed in myself but what can i do..

nasuha

2009-01-28T19:58:00.003+08:00

im in love with westlife songs!

esp trisha's no no! haha after parade me and diana were singing some westlife songs. oh and a few of us totally embarrased ourselves in the toilet after parade! fatimah and her dancing and me with my wonderful my love! hahas

i logged on thinking i've got so much to do but suddenly all i can think of doing is listening to westlife songs.

ohmy cedar fiesta is in two weeks. im so dead.

don't you think that saying the core values while doing planks is so nice?

nasuha

2009-01-25T22:12:00.003+08:00

first of all im so full after eating pizza. bday this yr was a small affair. gonna celebrate with all my cousins next sun. my two cute cousins are flying in frm australia!

anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANAN!

although as a child i was always unhappy that my first bday was distrupted due to you entering the world and the fact that we always had to share a cake and sometimes presents, i just want to say im glad i have someone to share this special day with every year. no matter how sick i can get seeing ur face every day! seriously, although i have never said this to you, you are one great sister who is always willing to compromise with your dear sister. now pretend i never said this ok

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLIE!

we are 3 yrs old! haha ohmy words cant ever describe how much you guys mean to me. each of you have become a huge part of my life. my sisters in cedar. im so happy that i have 11 great individuals whom i can celebrate my bday with. thanks guys. we have endured through so much together. all those laughter and tears and what nots. i know we are not perfect and that we will continue having our occasional fights but no matter what we are one. i once wrote in my journal that the 12 of us are surrounded by a circle (rmb the string which our part a specs gave to us?). and that i was worried that our circle would break apart at that point of time. but i guess we got through it all. we have one more year together in cedar. lets make it the best yr. with no regrets.

and thanks for all the warm wishes. though i cant help but point out that everyone must include the fact that i now can watch nc-16 movies! esp that fatimah. so gross lah she! sadly in our plt ashwiyni is only going to turn 16 in a months time. haha joyp! maybe we can go for a date tgt and watch something ah! hahas(:

now im reliving ndp moments with zura. haha! ahem ahem and to the left to the left!

im forever blessed on this special day.

nasuha

2009-01-25T18:02:00.027+08:00

here's a shoutout to you;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BUDDYBOY(:

the photos are in chronological order, btw. there's one for every year and some extras(:

dear buddyboy, i wanted to write you a mushy wushy post but i decided to save it for buddy day instead so remind me then k(: haha happy birthday nas i love you:D

&HAPPY 3RD CHARLIE BABESSSS:D

hahaha these ppl are among the few who possess the ability to get me all excited. I LOVE YOU shwiyni, dokky, dee, eun, fat, gau, nas buddyboy, sosi, trish, ram and zurrr!:D happy happy birthday babes((: we are stronger than the world's strongest elephant super glue yo.

-yvonne(:

2009-01-23T21:17:00.002+08:00

after a suppper loong time charlie went out with all 12 of us being present! haha we were dismissed at 1.50 yet we only left sch at 3.30 lah. out plt is so bad at being punctual. time is officially our enemy. so sad ramya cldnt eat lunch with us.. ohwells thanks for the choc and oreo ramya! anyways we went to pp macs. wanted to go spiderweb but it was so hot. it would have been nice if we had walked back to old cedar and purple! hahahaha had a gd discussion after that. the company is gonna get food poisoning mind you.

the week has been so tiring! week after week im saying this. my energy is already draining out. hope i can last. luckily for these 4 days of holiday. can recharge my battery a bit. besides of course studying i have tmr to look forward to! going rockclimbing at civil service club. claim our free pass frm level one last yr.

so im now gonna sleep and be wide awake to conquer the pink wall tmr. MUST!

nasuha

2009-01-22T21:49:00.003+08:00

hello, i thought i havent posted since dec but just saw the jan post so yeah. heh.
this week is comingcoming to an end and long weekend ahead which is awesome and i wont be on this planet during this break so dont bother contacting please and thanks. actually i only came online to see francis haha.
i really really really hope tmr will be super awesome. i've been saving up to blast all my money tmr. and i think i shall start saving up every week from now on. for whenever i may need it.
it gets really depressing when. but then again, there were only two teachers who till now i truly appreciate and both taught me in pri2. my parents are zee best when. okayk.
nobody's posting on our alpha blog againn. i'm so unsatisfied with so many things. am i just being greedy or is human nature to blame again. yesterday i realised that i grow attached to inanimate objects wayyy too easily. haha kinda funny in a way. oh and yes, ytd's was goood. hehe. and i likeee pooniyam's pe. and jogging pt. its quite therapeutic. haha somebody just came online i remembered the new booleh who got in cos of her name hahaha. there should be a half day every school week and i dont mean sat.
ohwells, screw you. walk the world with a smiling mask, your facade is for you and only you to know.

i miss you. ):
-yvonne.

2009-01-19T22:50:00.002+08:00

IM ADDICTED TO MATHS!

this is bad. im doing so much maths but leaving my poor malay dialog behind/: but must do no matter what!

today was day one of cedar's got talent! so fun! haha tmr 4c performing! so excited they are singing my love. haha me and sarah was saying we will clap along while judging.

thanks to that lan lan xin i have started singing my love once again. sigh

nasuha

2009-01-16T22:18:00.002+08:00

term 1 week 2.

oklah huh back to the sch mode and all. some lessons starting to get boring though def not bio! haha mrs chiaw so funny lah all her hand movements and her halelu! now i know whats going on during H/A's bio lessons. last yr we just heard frm next door. hmms phy starting to get a bit boring but when rachel is high(like ytd), im entertained. haha plus there is amanda behind so always get addicted by her laughter. eng is the best cause mdm audra just rocks! our whole class is just amazed by her english. its so nice to her speak! haha sounds so stalkerish.

starting to feel more fit too with jogging back. its so nice to cheer all the ncc cheers loudly. C130! haha and purple light, my fave (:

and i think its the feeling of being in sec 4 that make us suddenly so motivated to study. our plt who is always staying back now goes home immediately if got nothing on. hopefully we can achieve our goals. but i kinda miss those carefree days laughing at the round table at the old sch, our plt drill practices at classroom block and haha pumpings at 2p!

this coming fri! BOBO?? yes!

nasuha

2009-01-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

congrats to the MAGNIFICENT CLASS OF 2008!

im just thankful for my malay results. cikgu's face no expression that i was so sure i did badly. i would never forget my malay oral when i said maths in malay as matematika. and the teacher before i left the hall said it was matematik. i was so sure my oral was gone!

now its back to really studying and paying attention to malay lessons. esp now that im alone during malay. zura, fatimah and diana all in the other class. lonely but at least i dun talk. and deryn is a gd motivator to make sure i speak malay. haha thats a 2009 resolution btw. HAHA

one done. 8 more to go.

nasuha

2009-01-11T15:58:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAILAH!

may you continue being the irritating sister who never fails to brighten up our days(:

nasuha

2009-01-11T13:31:00.005+08:00

YO.
yeap its been a really tiring first week and i hopehopehope the next few weeks wont be like this again. sec4 my gooooshh can you believe it. tamil class arrangement kinda sucks and 2 years to expand the classrooms hall and add new dontknowwhat seems unfairly long. teachers are finee i guess. its been really brr cold freezingg past few days but i like it. i want monehhh. maybe forever tree should change to money tree instead i'd be happy with 10bucks everyday for now. i dont like pms it makes me really annoyed and annoying i know. dont you think the worst sick to have is sore throat? it really sucks cos i cant eat nice food happily. tmr is comingg and i realise i have no confidence for it at allll. butbutbut, thank goosh for pltmates who help you find the funniness in every situation(: school would be a millionbilliongazillion times suckier without them. blow us awayyy. HAHAHA look at this-

thanks ah dok(:

-yvonne. imissyoumuch:'(

2009-01-10T20:10:00.002+08:00

the week has been really energy draining. what a week to start the yr. but ytd was loads of fun. us sec 4 prefects went out for dinner at night. we were all tired and sleepy but it was still so much fun. it will be a night to remember. haha truth and truth was awesome. tsk tsk joy priya! hahas

but i guess what was on everyone's mind was grace leaving. all i want to stay is that i can never be a replacement and that is why im just an acting vhpc. we will remember you grace for all the laughter you have brought us. dun forget to bring back that australian boyfriend ah! hahas

malay o's results on monday. sigh. im just looking forward to a chocolate cake(:

nasuha

2009-01-04T16:06:00.002+08:00

2009!

Spent new yr's eve doing proposal. How sad but no lah talked to friends too. At least didn't do hw like last yr. So its the new yr. New resolutions which I really really want to accomplish. Like saving up big time.

First day of sch went by pretty fast. Mr Tan's our form teacher again. Quite happy actually. At first in the morning he tricked us by getting mr khoo to pretend to be our form teacher and take attendance and all. haha shd have seen 4c's reaction. priceless! then when we were going up to class, me and si min went up together after our morning duties. while going up the stairs, we saw mr tan going up frm the opposite direction. we were watching him then at the 3rd level he didn't go up but went straight so we were like all argh stupid mr tan. then when we went to class, tada! haha. other teachers also are ok. haha eunice loves her teachers! and trisha came! omg it was so shocking but really happy. haha all 12 of us back at our table like last yr.

2009 is gonna be a super hectic year with many challenges i bet. so lets take it one step at a time yeah!

nasuha

2008-12-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

omg yvonne! same here. today was officially stoning day. woke up, ate then did a bit of chem. then stone and just lay on the bed. seriously. then when my parents and sister went for a wedding i was so bored and the comp was stuck so i watched camp rock! yes camp rock. that bad. actually i obviously have hw to finish but i just kept starring. so in the end finished one chem paper. so now im left with 2 phy and 1 more chem. then im finally done! cant wait. maybe tmr welfare duty i can do.

hmms yvonne! i want a forever tree too!

2008-12-28T16:09:00.002+08:00

YO.
i have nonono absolutely NO motivation to studehh))): which sucks beyond repair. i can foresee my studies goinggoingbeing washed away down the drain. good lucks to me. i cant see the lalaness of school and studying, please dont bother trying to tell me. too bad wishes dont come true ah haha. when i grow up my house will have a christmas tree every year without fail. maybe i'll keep it there all year round! so i dont need to find a place to keep it from jan to nov. then christmas time have christmas decorations, birthday time have birthday presents, deeps time have vilakkus. haha then it wont be christmas tree anymore so call it forever tree(: so of course it has to be fake. and of course all this may not happen since looking at the way my ohsoawesome studying is going i wont get a job hence cant buy a house so no forever tree. omgoosh i dont like how everyth in the future boils down to studying now)): i like mr grinch and i'm happy that i watched it again without fail this year(: "dinner with myself, i cant cancel that again!" hahaha. i'm so bored i'm filled with dread i'm so unsatisfied. go fish. i didnt know pana is bad for you? nyehh. cant wait to see ramya- ash is back haha she didnt know sch starts on friday what a bummer. hahaha. hey did you just see something zoom out the window? yeah its called time and i'm wasting mine here. somebody save meee. singing singing.

yvonne.

2008-12-26T22:27:00.002+08:00

today was day one orientation. attached to 1C but sadly din get a chance to be with them. only said hello. cause busy with the cca exhibition. which was quite gd i must say. hopefully we'll get a gd intake next yr. haha some parents say i shd be a sales person cause i promo like selling item. which is gd! eunice was so funny lah. and the new laser rifle and pace stick damn nice! but expensive lah..

i was talking to a pri sch friend of mine. and we were talking abt the difference btw pri sch and sec sch. like how pri sch recess you play hop scotch! and catching! while sec sch you are eating, talking or if not doing hw. although secondary sch would still be more memorable but pri sch makes me smile when i think abt it. 6 yrs of education seemed like such a long time ago!

nasuha

2008-12-26T18:50:00.006+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!(: Belatedwelated. 12 days of xmas, no? Nyehh.
'Tis the season to be jolly despite the bad happenings so smile alright:D I shall be grateful for all the good people and things i am surrounded by. Because kal ho naa ho. How fitting those words are. I thank God for all that i have and love, especially now. Gbhs. Unpredictable like whaaat only.
And then, i am so so so dreadingggg that day. Shitt dammit. Not looking forward to backtoschool too): three years zoomed past like that how long will our last one take): Sucksss. Holidays were hehheh awesome too(: oh, today was great with Cbabes(: Haha. And its the last friday of the year already! OHMAN. Humhum ah. Hahaha.

idontreallymindnewhousecositskindaalrightmygooshhtheresastraightbust
oramya'shousehahaigotanewphonehoohootwilightwashmmokayahedwar
disbeyonduglycantstanditzuradidntlaughmuchcosshegottoldtoshaddup
lawhenshedidoncehahahahasofunnehhihappilywhackedchickentoday
oopsireadfat'sbookitsniceiguessisodontwantmontocomeshitttpleasei'm
sadimissyouiwantanewmathteachernextyrpleaseiwanttodowelland
yesmygooshresultssoonilikepink.

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY CORRYNEballeh!(: i dont care, present exchanging only when schoool reopens [ ):]

Alright, TTTW (tata till whenever)
yvonne(:

2008-12-23T18:38:00.002+08:00

AGM- Annual General Meeting

-overload of oreo cookies
-videos which took forever to load
-doors which just kept opening on its own (!)
-stupid comments which just make you want to knock your head
-animal names for group names
-really nice cake!

and laughter shared with everyone.

thats how AGM was. it took forever to come yet it ended really quickly. i never thought AGM cld turn out so much fun! and all the ghost stories. omg i hope i can sleep tonight.

and i just want to say thanks to all those who wrote me those encouragement notes. im glad we did it this yr. i will remember all those words when i feel like giving up. especially our exco. we'll got through our last few months. it will be tough but we have the capability. i have faith in us.

nasuha

2008-12-22T20:43:00.002+08:00

im getting really irritated at my comp. it takes like half an hour just to do the ctrl-alt-delete thingy. hrr almost lost my patience. anyways today had AGM prep with exco. haha it amazes me at how we can do things so fast cause we give 15 mins to digress then the moment someone starts digressing everyone will shut her up. oh and we encountered this very freaky incident in the TMP. im just going to pretend nothing happened.

then went to meet fatimah to study! yes finally nasuha is doing her hw and studying. pretty productive. jiayou eunice! you can do it if i can! HAHA

hmms i keep telling my juniors that change is constant (thanks to a senior). but somehow i can never tell myself to believe and go with that. only time will tell if i can succeed. but whats success withouht making a few errors right. right? i try convincing myself every minute.

nasuha

2008-12-20T16:53:00.003+08:00

Hello this is my only bloody 5 mins on the comp HAHA oh Nasuha im in my cousin's house now and you're just oppositeeee!!!!! HAHHAHA i didnt know its so near manss wait i pop by and surprise you can not? and okay twilight! heeh(:

and yes whowho all i shifted haha sorry lo. Makcik, nice rhyme HAHA(: Ramya, YOYO balleh your msg never came in fully you know all i know is abt the carwarming that day, wait i'll call you when phone line is fixed k. and YES I KNOW my thatha is damn cute right! hahahah((: Trisha, hahaha long time no see yo remind me to ask you sth when we meet k(: Diana, omgoosh is that the finalised one caroline told me im in orienteering with ash but HOW COME CHANGE AGAINNNN!!! Amanda, HIHIHI!!!(: i miss you la. hahahaaa.

kk bye will post maybe later or tmr. goosh goosh goosh!(:

2008-12-20T14:42:00.002+08:00

im taking a break frm my work now to blog.

hmms was going to blog abt indonesia but aiyah seems too long ago. basically it was a break away frm singapore but quite fun at the same time. whenever i go to indonesia, i get hooked onto the drama shows there! seriously there are so many and all are so nice and addictive! haha and the food is nice. oh shopping! cant foget that. and haha my first time in a spa! sigh so relaxing. ok that doesnt sound like me at all. but the irritating thing was that we had a midnight flight back to singapore and that very morning had to go for registration prep.

anyways registration was ytd. it went really well. really happy for the i/cs. ohh but the highlight of ytd was the DisCo meeting with joy p, joy y and deryn. omg i had not laughed so much for awhile. oh and i met my old pri sch friend ytd when her sis was registering.

ytd a friend also got me thinking abt my childhood days and the carefree minds of kids. like how as kids your ambitions keep changing but as you grow up you just cant seem to decide. so many factors to consider.. you know there was once i wanted to be an author and a news presenter. my idol was this channel 5 news presenter. haha

ok back to work.

nasuha

2008-12-18T20:13:00.002+08:00

im back. and tired. and sick.

but it was a great trip! will blog more after registration which is tmr. oh me and eunice met staff faizah today after having lunch at parkway. haha we were so shocked! we practically just stood there and looked at each other! haha omg i cant believe how time flies..

charlie! twilight!! we are supposed to watch together remember! when?? i want to watch so badly!!

nasuha

2008-12-12T23:46:00.001+08:00

surprise surprise. nyehh.

okayy, manymany things have happened since my last proper post. but dont want to say all here anyway. charlie outing was awesome cool fantastic great fun(: haha the fear of the water, long legs, adventurous spirits, spoilt phones:/, artistic sandcharlie, cool photos(: i love dearest charliebabies:D no regrets huh. boombam baby. jumpshots were funneh, esp ash. HAHA. (:
and yesss, talked to ramya after agess, that resulted in hilarious consequences hahaha mygoosh.(: you're missed like icecream and jiayou alright!:D and semula sasikala i miss you too!
shifting tomorrow, haiii. grateful for everyth and yet..i dont know. home will always have that special place in my heart. maybe what the ppl did is better cos i feel nothing but numbness now. okay this isnt sth i wanna elaborate on here so fullstop.
holidays ending soon, christmas coming. should i be happy or dreading it? humhum.
finally got my online to work and talked to makcik just now(: haha thanks for the enty fat, love you babe. heh(:
goodnightt. someone tell meee, are miracles real?

-yvonne

2008-12-10T22:00:00.002+08:00

charlie plt outing ytd(:

just one word glad. im so glad i have these great ppl to look forward to seeing so often. so glad for our tight bond. really glad that we have each other.

went to east coast and it was just so funny! trisha and gautami built this super nice charlie sandcastle and fatimah and i were collecting seashells which she forgot to bring back in the end. we sang songs, talked and laughed and eat!

i realised that my life now revolves around hotmail. everyday i just need to check my email. flying off to indonesia tmr. yup supposedly to relax and just forget abt everything. must! haha but above all my poor mum needs it. i mean we kids are the one who are so busy that she cant go for a holiday! yup so anything still can msg me just that i might not reply unless its impt. back on 18th.

nasuha

2008-12-08T23:01:00.006+08:00

I miss Sasi.

2009 is 24 days away. That Sucks.

Such mixed feelings, mygoosh.

Reading all those makes me realise i never had such feelings. And i like that. (:

Alright, just felt like saying.

And haha look, centralised.

BOOMBAM BABY.

Okay bye, i want to run away to Jaffna and fightfightfight.

♥Yvonne.

2008-12-08T20:10:00.002+08:00

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone
The rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We're holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

sigh i really don't know why i keep thinking back to those 5 days. really eh those 5 days just keep flashing back to me. maybe cause i miss my pltmates and haven't seen them for so long. but this song is just awesome. haha eunice had it on repeat on her itunes for more than 14 times! worse then me. if only we had sung this song before leaving sispec. im sure tires would have poured even frm the guys!

nasuha

2008-12-07T21:18:00.002+08:00

BACK FRM CAMP PINNACLE!

yup came back on fri night exhausted but with so many memories to look back onto. those 5 days at sispec were filled with many great experiences and great people that would be hard to forget. by the 3rd day i was already starting to dread the last day. at first me and eunice were really dreading it cause we were quite sure the two of us would get separated into the two companies. but luck was on our side. was in JULIET 5. the best plt and biggest plt. sigh the best plt besides charlie of course. the 54 of us were able to get along well. everyday was filled with laughter with our PC and APC. great bunch of clts who knew how to have fun yet manage us with discipline.

first hand experiences while visting the different army camps, air force and navy units. C130! haha among the rest. poor zura she would have enjoyed the experience so much. dun worry we brought for you lots of info and stuff(:

basically im so glad i got eunice and qiying as well as xinyuan in the same plt. on the 4th day me and eunice were emoing at our bunk. i mean camp pinnacle marked the end of our cadet life. it was our last hq ncc camp and it was certainly the best!

JULIET 5, YES ROMEO!

nasuha
ps: charlie i miss you guys so much! its been so long since we last met..

2008-12-05T13:07:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA shit. heard a joke lately?

k anyway went to watch va with some loosus ytd. like my dream, dejavu. nyehh. but yeah the afternoon was funny, thanks(:

the longer i stay and listen to everyth, the more i want to leave. there is no place for me to sleep.

homework status is awesome. i feel like a walking accident, haha.

i HATE you. H A T E.

love, yyyvvvooonnnnneEEe.

2008-11-30T17:14:00.002+08:00

hey was planning on blogging abt coals but no mood lah.. anyways i do want to say stuff so yeah i think my reflections fits what i want to say..

“A true leader is not the one with the most followers but one who creates the most leaders.”

That was the kind of leader I aimed to be when I joined Cedar’s leadership body, nearly two years ago. I have 3 leadership positions yet each one is different and maximizes my potential in a different way. Joining the OAL board early this year was something I truly wanted after accomplishing COALs camp. Planning OAC was more of a familiarisation to the OAL board but it was the recent COALs camp, which was the pinnacle of my involvement in this great board. The things I have accomplished and gained, both tangible and intangible are something very close to my heart. This experience will be one of those, which I will remember when I leave Cedar.

The journey to COALs was rough and not something very pleasant, but certainly not worth any regret. Starting with our own refreshers, those days took up a great length of my time and I was divided between it and my CCA planning. It was tough but I am glad I stuck through it. The 3-4 days of refreshers were tiring but were spent with 31 other people who were going through the same thing as me. It was these 31 people who cheered me on and made those days less painful. Playing touch rugby, crawling drains, cooking fishes and bread that never wanted to co-operate, all these were important to ensure we were ready for our campers.

BTC soon came. Rushing campers and us the moment school ended. Seemed tiring at the point but now, worthwhile. This was where we came in as leaders. Our task, groom our campers into individuals who were able to work well with others, be aware of their surrounding and having the basic morals of respect and care as well as being punctual and disciplined people. Our weapon, proposals! Well those days were even more tiring and I had to be really patient with my campers. I had to realize that they were new to this environment and required lots of guidance. The thing I enjoyed the most about BTC was teaching and playing touch rugby with my campers. They clearly enjoyed themselves and I can safely say that that was the point, which they learned the most about each other. Ms Poon was right. Playing touch rugby in a competitive environment can truly bring out the best and the ugliest in us. My campers got to see this and learned to control their ugly side. Us instructors also learned to avoid being biased through being referees. BTC was about learning and making mistakes. Not only for campers but instructors too.

We made mistakes during BTC such as not being conscious of time, not being aware of our campers’ safety and not following instructions well. But we were determined to change, and I believe we did.

COALs soon came. Before going for COALs, I was just waiting for the 3 days to be over so that I didn’t have to have anything more to do with the OAL board. But I was to be proven wrong. Those 3 days would be one of the best days in my OAL journey. Spending time away from home yet still feeling at home. Only those who went through it would understand what I mean. Belaying under the hot sun, making the long dreaded run to Labrador Park, sleeping late, bathing while others were asleep, grabbing a quick slice of bread to fill my stomach and so much more. It may seem like a bore and not fun but it will be memories I will miss.

Campfire night would be the highlight of the camp for many including myself. Last year’s campfire was really different than this year’s due to one thing. No, not for the fact that the fire was not as grand as last year’s but because of the emotions it brought both campers and instructors. After singing ‘linger’, thoughts started racing through my mind. Did I really want to leave the OAL board? Are the friendships I have forged worth leaving the board? Perhaps I could make things work out after all without leaving. I realized I was having second thoughts. And to think that I was already 100% sure of my decision during BTC. After talking to my campers, more tears started rolling down my cheek. I was going to miss these 10 people who were a part of my OAL journey.

Without much realization and my quiet efforts to slow down time, we broke camp back in school with a final ‘Cedar Solid’. I was a Cedarian. We are all Cedarians despite our differences. And now we had another similarity. All 130 of us there, had been through COALs camp. After taking pictures and saying goodbyes to our campers, it was time to pack our logistics. Usually I dreaded packing the OAL store but not this time. While packing, I realised that my OAL journey had to end here. I was done. Despite the great times I had, I knew this for my best. My last store check was the probably the best. Laughing along with my fellow instructors and just enjoying the last few hours I had. Sounds tragic, but that’s how I felt. When my mother came, hugging those who were still around almost made me cry but I had made up my mind that I would leave with a smile. After all a friend once told me, ‘Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened’.

I owe my wonderful journey to a few groups of people. Most importantly, my instructors. All 32 of us. We were a small batch. We made mistakes, lots of them. But it’s through these mistakes, which we learned. COALs really brought us together. I can now talk to anyone of them without hesitation. We have a unique friendship, one that made my OAL journey the most worthwhile and the part I am going to miss the most. I am just glad I can still see them in school. Those tears during campfire night were for them. We suffered together. Laughed together. Cried together. Even slept together!

My last department, First Aid. When I was first informed of my COALs department, I was quite sad because it seemed like a boring department with nothing much to do. But I was proven wrong. This was a great department to end my OAL journey. I learned so much more as this time, I was forced to know first aid. Treating my campers and instructors gave me a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment that I was able to help them. First aid is an important skill that I will now never take for granted. I have really grown close to my department members too, Jie Shi and Yvonne Kok. Spending time in the first aid base seemed like a boring thing but instead we created our own fun.

My assigned COALs group, Echo. During BTC, I remember us instructors used to complain about our COALs group but now, its nothing but praises. In fact, most of the time we would be competing with each other on which group is the sweetest, the most enthusiastic etc. We grew to love our campers no matter how they were. It was even to the state of being defensive! All 10 of them have a special place in my heart. By the end of camp, I could safely say without feeling forced, that I was extremely proud of them! They have certainly matured through their journey in COALs. They reminded me of my time as a camper and I certainly hope they have managed to bring back something important from the camp. Seeing them cry and blog about missing each other and the memories they had shared made me really happy. I felt that yes I have succeeded. I have created leaders who are able to get through things without us instructors guiding them. They are able to adapt to their surroundings and accept each other for their unique differences.

Last of all, Ms Poon and Mr Chee. Both of them have been an important part of my OAL and most importantly COALs journey. Their guidance and advice is something I truly appreciate and will remember. Especially Ms Poon. Through COALs, I saw a different side of her. She really does care for us and wants nothing but the best for us. Despite being disappointed in us on the last day, she still smiled and encouraged us. Thank you Ms Poon, for everything especially your jokes and stories!

I believe COALs is a camp which only those willing to change will enjoy. You need to be open to criticism and willing to change for the better. After all, we are not perfect and there are times when we need someone to advise us. This does not apply solely to campers but also to us fellow instructors. COALs, the OAL board, they have been great venues for me to discover more about myself and I do not regret being a part of it at all. They have been great memories for me to look back on. I am truly grateful for being given this golden opportunity.

yup thats it. but to add on, special mention to my dear hottie partner, jie shi for going through all these with me.. im so glad we still have 4c together! and of course our red nalgene(:

next camp pinnacle. 5 days with eunice.sigh and we wont even be in the same company!

nasuha

2008-11-27T10:55:00.007+08:00

Meet my two friends, Amanda and Eecha.(:

Now meet the people i spent my last 3 days with.
I like us. (:

Maybe i'll updateupdate later.

2008-11-22T19:37:00.002+08:00

just saw yvonne's post on charlie blog. sigh what can we do abt it anyways. its over thats all.

had hiking at macritchie today. slept late so woke up at 6.30 when i was supposed to meet diana and zura at 6.45! luckily the journey wasn't long. anyways it was oklah. company strength not much but quite relaxing too. haha walked mainly with fatimah and we were talking all sorts of random stuff the whole time from physics to psle to ncc and so much more. that makcik lah! was quite sad couldn't go for the HSBC Tree Top Walk cause too long. ohwells another day! today brought back memories of part a unit camp when we came for the exact trail. sigh how time flies

my mum says that my schedule is worse than a working adult. hmms what to do.. keep promising dec would be less hectic.

shooting comp ended ytd. didn't win first but still happy. it was a true miracle huh. it was a great way to end our last time doing live range. gonna miss the feeling and thrill. not to mention the stress! shooting the falling targets at night was really nice.. not fair next yr they get to use SAR 21! poor zura!

COALs is in two days. my last outdoor adventure camp.

nasuha

2008-11-21T16:19:00.000+08:00

i miss my charliebabies):

now that we're here

now that we've come this far,

just hold on

there is nothing to fear

for i am right beside you

for all my life i am yours.

you should know.

2008-11-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

ytd was dragon boating at kallang. quite fun lah. tsk that mar lah! anyhow make me get wet. never ever sit next to her! was planning on not giving my best to prevent my arms frm aching for shooting but couldn't help it! was too involved. sigh. but i miss capsize drill last yr ): anyways then went for lunch at kfc with echo, shu yi and yvonne! haha thanks yvonne(: then yvonne accompanied me to ikea! i love ikea man. esp when going with charlie. haha i remember once we were like looking at the room designs then like pretending we live in one big house. haha dream long long lah huh. anyways today was short. the two of us like kukus lah pls. went round and round and round. but i was happy with my purchases!

today was quite a short day. my only day free! first went to sch collect money then went walk walk with fatimah and diana. a while later we met trisha at bishan library. borrowed books then left.

tmr is a day im so afraid of. what if we dont get in! part a and bs did super well. really proud of them. but what abt us?? my last chance to contribute to buc.. hoping for the best..

nasuha

2008-11-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

I have always believed that there is no harm in thinking of the past. after all it is the past that brings you to the present. but sometimes it can affect ur present. i dunno if sorry should be the right word. i definitely wished things didn't have to turn out that way but it did. cant change that. but i meant what i said that i will remember this year. for the good and the bad. soon next yr this will all be another past which would have brought me to a new phase in my life.

sigh

nasuha

2008-11-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

im tired but i just feel like typing out my day still. today was one heck of a day. in a rather interesting yet irritating way. morning dragged myself to eunos at 7am to go to harbourfront to go to LAC. haha almost forgot how the campsite looked like. then we did own dept recee. which was quite fun. finished early then played games! haha before that managed to read a bit too. whats wrong with reading a malay book and being interested in it ah! haha polar bear was random but fun. lunch. then after very long went to labrador park. that was the irritating part. omg! the walk in was so loong! want to die ok. like seriously. plus me and yvonne were smart and decided to slide at the pathway which stella and ashwiyni warned us was slippery. but haha we two yeah lah. too smart for ourselves. just go and imagine for urself what happened in the end!

in there was another story. haha but us orhbiqueks(?) had fun. somewhat lah huh. me, jie shi and jia hui. oh we saw this couple taking their bridal pics there. a but random but oklah the view was nice. but her poor dress was like in the sand. anyways after that going home was the worst. me, jie shi, zura and shao min had to leave at 6. ohmy it was like the walk to hell. oklah not really but felt like it. everytime a car drove pass we were so tempted to flag it lah! but at least we were sane enough. reaching the bus stop felt like argh finally back to civilisation! sounds so extreme but go try it yourself.

tmr rockclimbing. my body aches like crazzy.

nasuha

2008-11-10T16:45:00.000+08:00

hmm today was a short day. went to sch first for echo meeting then after eunice finished her PSL things we went to hq to give our camp pin forms. like so retarded lah go there just to give a few pieces of paper. and duh it rained. as usual. sigh. but! so lucky eh when we were just walking out then this taxi driver who had dropped someone at the camp offered to drop us outside FOC! haha it made our day(: hmm was gonna meet rcy and dhaky at pp macs but by then 3 ready then like so tired so went back home and read!

ytd was so tiring but still ever so fun! charlie made my day. really the whole day see just their face. in the morning had shooting prac at yishun safra then at 2 finish go home bathe then change and met them at simei for dinner at dhaky's house(: so damn fun! haha only we know what really happened. sigh it was one of those days when life felt so carefree..

this week is gonna be fun! wed level one sports climbing then fri cycling!

nasuha(:

2008-11-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

so its finally over. first o level paper is done. sigh 12 jan here i come.. it was so so lah. i dun have the confidence i had for EYE but i just hope its cause i have high expectations of myself. its over so thats the most important thing lah huh!

now at my cousin's house. went to visit my grandma who was sick then waiting here while my mum and aunt went for arabic lessons. i think its really cool of them to be learning it and having so much passion abt it. thats why sometimes i feel quite pathetic with the whole csp thing. but i still wanna learn chinese. just spoken though so im gonna do it after o's.

level one sportsclimbing is next week! ahaha cant wait for that. plus there is cycling with ncc and rcy so yeah thats gonna be fun. hmms and yes lesson extensions are finally gonna end. yeah man! then it will nothing but packed schedules. but i guess although it makes me like as though i have no life, i dun mind cause i enjoy them so thats the most impt thing i guess.. like i cant imagine how my life will be if its so empty with nothing to rush even if its proposals! haha

ilovemybusylife!

nasuha

2008-11-01T16:33:00.000+08:00

intensive malay lessons driving me crazy. in 4 more days it will be over. sigh. but ytd had a very interesting malay workshop by this guy who is damn comical lah! if only he came like 2 weeks ago. ohwells. i've yet to memorise my peribahasas yet.

started lesson extensions ytd. oklah though i almost fell asleep during maths.

on wed went for camp feast with eunice. was with east district. haha better than what we expected. our last hq camp.. gd way to end it i guess. BUBBLES(: haha

today just made me realise just how unexpected death can come knocking on ur doors. at any age at any time. take it easy yeah. we are all here with you.

tmr going for first shooting prac. its been so long since i've did IMT. live range was a totally different thing! omg 100 meters will be crazy!

and i want to watch HSM3!!!

nasuha

2008-10-29T21:30:00.001+08:00

humhum baby, HUMHUM.

2008-10-21T22:46:00.001+08:00

tired.

2008-10-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

when all seemed to crash upon me, you were there. thanks for hearing me out. yet again. i really hope you're right.

as for you. pls think back to what you used to say last yr. a bit the hypocritical ah? what has happened!

nasuha

2008-10-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

im so happy!

argh at first i was quite down with all the proposals and lesson plans but then sue-ann made me smile. haha yay i can see her next wed. next wed having cycling session with rcy at ecp and sue-ann happens to also have oac cycling same place almost same time! haha accidental surprises which make me smile(:

hmm so back to busy mode. tmr's first day of BTC. im first i/c of echo. my coals group! haha brings back great memories of last yr. sigh echo was great! miss them.. so anyways completed last refresher session today which was fun. haha lying on top of each other esp that zura who cannot stop laughing and vibrating! hrr make my stomach so painful lah that girl!

in class, everything is so funny! with sarah, melinda and jia min. haha us 4 like term 1! aiyoh so noisy lah but now have jie shi too. haha hottie partner! we kept disturbing each other out of boredom to entertain ourselves. lessons starting tmr.. though mt everyday for two whole periods! but i have been a good malay student and not talking much. i have been doing all my hw since after exams. must get my A1 lah this 5th nov!

oh yes results. hmm lets just say i have room for improvement but some results were satisfying too.

alright i wanna get some sleep. or else i'll be all groggy tmr then get confused with my knots and lashings!

nasuha

2008-10-12T18:41:00.001+08:00

KKK UPDATEEEEEE.
lets go backwards.

so first, openhouse was yesterday. here everyone heaves a sigh of relief. was kinda bleah but the after was fun(: andandand i must say this, i helped with the bigbig banner and the board k! and i'm really proud of us for the board(: so anyway, we went to pizza hut which is a great achievement for us and after that jalan jalan awhile. psst, diana and eunice are such bimbos mygoosh.-. then mrt-ed home with fat and eunice after a damn long time, and from being the first to alight, i'm now the last.

k next, this past week has been bloody omgoosh. the earliest i reached home this week was 8pm on dontknowwhichday, which means i havent been watching woody woodpecker for a long time. i despise being asked continuously why i'm always so grouchy/grumpy/quiet/badmood alright. so please. didnt have chocolate till ytd either. the point is, i cant wait for coals to be over so my holidays can really start. but ohnoo ramya's making me study during holidays!

which brings me to the part abt results. wellll. i honestly wont be surprised if i'm kicked out. but maybe i am here for a reason. so yeah. i know what i gotta do, now i just have to do it. positive yo.(:

thennn. oh yeah we've having intensive tamil now. which reminds me fish i've got hw. the lessons are really sleepy even though she somewhy allowed the 6 of us to sit tog. butbutbut, we'll give her six a1s wont we(: as a goodbye present at least.

alright, school in general now. next week is the last week! talk abt flying time. cant you tell you're torturing me? byebye already mannn. i hate this facade. 3 geylang bahru sucks sucks sucks. oh and hey, whose fault do you think it is if we've been unable to let go of 2007. in.your.face.loser. abit late but still. k thennnn. shit my memory's failing me. forget it, next.

charlie(: this past few days have been smiley for the only reason that we've been tog, busy preparing for openhouse. and the rest of now will be spent together again(: our bond is stronger than even we know yo. and i've got a secret! somebody's birthday is cominggg(: thursday sounds exciting but i am so not going shopping mygoosh i dont like shopping.-.

okay now the most heartbreaking part:/ i rmb it was one year ago when i was first told. wellll now its been more than a month already and i still hate it. it feels like we're just here for funfair and we'll be going home soon. i hate that there's no going back. it sucks you know. terribly horribly bubblyly. you might think it was just a house but i dont give a damn abt what you think cos it was a home to me. sorry but yeah. i keep waking up at night and thinking i'm home then staring at the ceiling and thinking why does it look different. ayee i'm crying again. i miss every single corner of it. and mostest of all, the doorstep. the last time i saw the place it was totally empty, stripped down to its very bareness. so white and..empty. the renovations should be over by now. dont tell me to move on already, cos i move at my own pace. i rmb that night we were all walking around and pretending to check if anyth was left behind when actually we were really saying our goodbyes to each and every room. nyeh. we left at 2359h on sunday, 31082008, hence before september arrived.
i want to go home. :'(

okay now i need my sunshine. haha yeah yeah my life has changed so much since you entered. i've become more kukubanana like you! haha. you make me happy whether the sky is grey blue or pink(: and one day we'll run away together, away from it all. i love you love(:

alrighty thats all. back to a longgg school day tmr. hurry chicken curry!

-yvonne(:

2008-10-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

i think my back is going to break any time. two days straight of refreshers(and many more to come). see the sch frm 7.30 AM to 7 PM. almost 12 hours! sigh come home only want to sleep but a thousand and one things to do lah. i just want to finish coals asap. but some parts quite fun also lah huh. haha and i finally feel like a first aider, not certified though. me and jie shi running around treating all sorts of injuries. wow this is a tough job. but quite fun lah huh applying all sorts of lotions. oh jie shi is crazy over the banana boat alovera gel.

then there is open house. to those who came and helped thanks loads! we can pull it off yeah! despite half of us who keep having refreshers. i cant wait for next week.

yay tmr everyone is coming back to sch. and parade after soo long! but getting results.. sue-ann is so smart! cant stand that girl lah! haha

nasuha

2008-10-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

sigh finally i can exclaim this,

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! and as usual i have no comments. haha i cant help it but just forget abt the paper the moment i hand it up. but erm bio sucked big time!

anyways, life after exam,

after amaths paper and a super long meeting, went to HQ with eunice and fatimah to hand in perak expedition forms. haha we being the lazy ppl we are decided to cab in frm yio chu kang mrt. once again eunice went on and on abt her idea of using a scooter instead of walking the never ending path to HQ. that girl ah! then after all the admin stuff when we wanted to walk back, guess what. it rained! hrr and only we were stuck in the rain(remember ssc experience in the rain). sigh then when we reached the bus stop it was all hot and shiny. the worst thing, there was this ncc van that drove past us and waved while laughing lah. but it was funny. haha being in the rain with those two (:

oh i read a book after two months (:

hari raya was fun as usual. spending time with my cousins and aunties. eating so many kuehs and food.

today met eunice then we went to pp macs. diana and trisha met us after awhile. after we finished our stuff played at spiderweb then walked to the old cedar. sigh it was quite saddening. passing by purple and the houses that had special meanings for us like the dogs who always scared us, the taxi stand where we tried squeezing all of us into one, the orienteering route we did last yr and more. the place is really bare. the whole foyer and front buildings are gone. frm the gate you can only see the MPH. on the way to the mcpherson bus stop, more memories of the area came back which made me and eunice laugh like crazy. the place has a lot of memories for our plt and its definitely different then at geylang baharu. ohwells

ok im gonna finally embark on my breaking dawn project. tmr need to go back for sec 4 grad rehearsal. two words. damn fast!

nasuha

2008-09-04T15:51:00.000+08:00

hey! finally after so long a post. well this is definitely the first and the last till EYE's are over at least. so many things have happened but all i remember is teachers day and the rush for it. getting sick and SSC.

well teachers day could have been better if not for the glitches but on my part great job to my IT ppl. it was hard work but i know we put in effort so thats the most impt thing yeah. oh and thanks to zheng kai too for helping us a lot throught the process and haha yes ms thang as well for being such a great sport. haha she unhappy that i cut off the part on why she failed maths so for the record its cause she did her working on a seperate piece of paper.

yeah so after teachers day me, eunice and diana went to beach road to sew on our ranks and buy some stuff for SSC. we managed to find this supplier for company's nalgene bottle too. not bad $13.

then it was just prep for SSC all the way. on mon me and diana went to fatimah's house at 9.30 to sew on buttons and just do some last min prep. her mum was so funny. made us pose for so many pics. well parents! then after eunice came back frm piano lesson met ashwiyni(wiyni!) at yio chu kang. i tell you ah the 5 of us are damn unlucky! the moment we stepped out of the mrt station it rained. so we booked in with our no.4 all wet hair and face dripping with water. book out also the same thing. waited for the shuttle bus for so long that we decided to just walk in the rain. then we step out of camp only bus came. sigh this time the only diff was that it was in no.3. well overall yes we survived! it was a diff experience cause fasting at the same time. though that ment falling in at 4 instead of 6.30 and not being with our plt a lot. but overall the camp was not bad. i was in bravo 5. knew some guys frm endau rompin. the clts were very encouraging.. erm i really dunno what to say except that it was quite a gd way to end one of my last camps in hq.

the best was still the company with eunice, fatimah, diana and ashwiyni. the nights(and mornings) in our bunks sewing till 1 am, writing appraisals with torchlights and all the silly things we did. in ashwiyni's dad's car after booking out we were all so high singing and sharing funny stories abt camp.

well now its back to reality. studying and studying. sigh..

nasuha

2008-08-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

hey veeraps! this is specially for you(:

dont worry so much alright! everything will be finedinewineeee. just concentrate on studying and motivating me to study toooo(: and take care of yourself! you wont be unlucky for seven years all, you have me to chase all the bad luck away for youuu! haha. from the baluku on your head to the big kaayam on your leg, i'll be here to take care of you! and i can always go with you to spend your $13 on a world map(:

SMILE BALLEH SMILEEEEE :D

thats my update for you, goodnight.

2008-08-17T17:53:00.000+08:00

came online with a purpose of finding out on human greed for eng but ended up talking to others for one hour. come to think of it are we being selfish wanting to prevent it? i dunno. lately a lot has been on my mind. but i cant think of anyone i can share it with. if only sue-ann was here. these are one of the few moments when i wish she was still in cedar. we would then stand outside the classroom against the wall staring to the other side talking. or at the back door. now its so hard to get a decent convo. both of us are equally busy. well at least she still makes me laugh. but yes that thing. its been bugging me for abt two weeks now. i found my diary today. now a days i realise that many ppl are looking back at their past alot. my past. something which i like to cling on to. the future. something i dream of.

you and you. its hard you know. maybe you dun realise it. but its happening as i type.

ohno just 32 days more for EYE! the only subject im prepared for is ss! even malay which i usually heck care is starting to make me worry. but i cant let them tell me i told you so. i need that A to show to them that picking on me, on us wont do anything.

oh we disected sheep's heart on fri. at first was so scared lah. but haha after caroline cut it into the two parts i touched it. even cut off some parts! haha we gave the heart free liposuction! cut off all the fat layers. ohman we were antogonising over imagining someone doing it to our heart! mrs chiaw so daring lah. she just poked her finger in the aorta and arteries like no big deal. din even use gloves. mr leng on the other hand was fully prepared with lab coat on somemore! haha

zura! ytd was so boring! haha first sat at home with no NDP. at close to 2 msged zura. we miss it lah. haha it was like a day when studies was not thought of. just laughter and free food! haha not much of the later but it was such a great experience. when i think of NDP i think of 2 days. one the first NE show when we rushed out of suntec, watched the fireworks then tried finding our way down. apparently our uniform not enough proof. haha then stood at the balcony and sang the national anthem and said the pledge loudly and din care of anyone starring at us. it was really nice seeing our pltmates. who came down to wish us just before we marched in. then of course last day 090808. haha planned on doing the same time but too engrossed in taking pics that mission was postponed. haha zura zura. i cant believe i did the "my friend wants to k=join the RSAF/Guards can she take a pic with you" thing lah. just for you lah! haha pltship mah! oh and im following her to RSAF exhibition next next week. haha! eh to the right to the right and ahem! haha

chem quiz tmr. oh and i did my ringkasan so i will have free malay period tmr! haha i bet those three wont do lah!

nasuha

2008-08-13T23:14:00.000+08:00

havent blogged for ages! haha on hiatus lah. come online also busy with proposals. my life is so full of proposals! ohwells.

so lets see lately been busy with NDP preps for 3 events- PC, NCC marching contingent and actual NDP parade on 090808.

all pics can be found on zura and fatimah's blog. this yr NCC was GOH. our last time we get to march for NDP ): but at least it was the best! was so nervous since we made some major changes just the day before but im so proud of the contingent. everyone def gave their best and the result was satisfying. we massed dance at the cca stores. red cross was awesome as usual for the fancy drill. i still get goosebumps when i watch it eventhough its been a million times. indooor celebrations were quite ok. missed the old sch hall. ohwells at least the company was still the same. charlie! oh and danced with red cross too at some parts esp our where i belong song!

NDP- im gonna miss those sats. can you believe it! we trained for close to 5 months! haha 5 months or so of KFC. stupid grace purpously chose KFC for our meeting on mon! but besides the free food, i wont forget the experience. it was worth it. haha esp last day taking photos and all. me and zura like crazy ppl lah run here and there. zura! why didnt we take pic!! nvm. but yup my first time spending national day not with family.

so now sch is like usual. not too bad. haha my hottie partner(she say one) keeps making me laugh and doing nonsense while i happily disturb her as revenge. anyhow toilet lady ah! haha for the past few weeks we kept singing fall for you and tonight in class. and we are both tone deaf so poor amanda and jia yee must tahan! cant believe im in the same dept as her lah! oh yes going recee at labrador tmr. sigh

ok thats all for now. must sleep or i'll be a zombie like ytd morning.

nasuha

2008-08-04T20:27:00.000+08:00

I'M
BURNING UP,
BURNING UP WITH YOU BABEHH!
haha eunice!(:
balleh!((:

2008-07-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

you know what! i realised yvonne is so mia here ready! tsk. ohwells

this is gonna be super short while i wait for ppl to send me some stuff..

i had a super super weird dream just now! fell asleep on the sofa when i got home. so in the dream i and fatimah were following the part bs to IMT but then like one hour before leaving sch i realised i didn't bring my no.4. managed to borrow uniform dunno how lah but not beret. the funny thing was there was quite a lot of berets but they were all decorated with stickers and glitter glue. then suddenly found this white beret. i just brought it down but the funny thing is it changed to green when i reach the foyer. then i got a shock and woke up. damn nonsense lah but at that point of time decorated berets seemed normal. haha fashion statement ah. i remember there was this one beret which had minnie mouse stickers on it. ohman then when i woke up quickly prepared uniform for tmr. quite gd lah the dream after all!

hmm sch today was oklah. had a total of almost 4 hours of physics! double last periods then aft sch 2.30-4. but quite fun though. did circuits. poor jie shi! haha how she wished it was bio instead. i think i would have died if had 4 hours of bio! oh and i have a new name for her SHI JIE! pe was damn fun today. played table tennis minus the table cause most of the time the ping pong balls(note the s) would be on the ceiling, fan and everywhere but not the table! played with kathleen, jia min, melinda, rachel and si min (: hahas

oh oh SUE-ANN'S COMING BACK TMR! YEAH MAN(:

nasuha

2008-07-13T20:26:00.000+08:00

finally. its over though it will be one of the best memories i have of being a pc in cedar.

LEADERS INVESTITURE 2008- LEADERS, COMING TOGETHER.

despite the event driving us insane from the preparations since the holidays to the day itself it was worth it. hmm i'll try and recollect the events on that day.

in the morning woke up thinking ohno whats gonna happen today. came to sch on my own for the first time(hanan had nationals. congrats to her for reaching the finals!)lessons. ohman just wanted them to end quick. kept watching the clock the whole time. luckily for that jieshi! who managed to distract me with her nonsense drawings! hmph my flowers still rock! then recess prep all the way. eunice and i. im so glad for her. f&b would not have been a success if not for her. everyday we would run around like crazy ppl with vaccums etc. haha that whole week her face was the one i saw the most! on invest again running around. actually thats one of the verbs to describe invest. running around in no.3 boots/court shoes. haha remember eunice where we changed into our no.3? ohman classic i tell you! caterer came one hour early. had to settle that too but yeah it went well in the end. thanks mr chia for helping us a lot! oh and esp teaching the two of us how to vaccum! housework 101!

walk-in. ohman im so glad we made it in time! the whole time before going up for NCC i was so worried if the pace stick would drop! luckily it didn't. then run all the way to the guzheng room with eunice to change into ccu/sch u. haha another classic moment i wont forget. thanks zura, yvonne and ash who had stand by and helped us change(: pc walk-in. so diff then last yr. meant alot more walking in with the exco. our first official step. yup nothing else can be said to describe it.

interaction. haha it went better then expected(: the team mascot game was hilarious! esp this group who wanted their team mascot to be a crab which said eat me! nice talking and getting know leaders from other schs!

ended the day with exco and psl exco doing billybanja. hhaa im surprised that our heals didn't break after all the running and jumping!

basically leaders invest every year means differently. last yr it was a welcoming to the pc family. this yr taking a bigger step and a new path in my leadership journey. and next yr. well im looking forward(or maybe not!) to how it will turn out to be.

I've never been the one to raise my hand,
That was not me and now thats who i am

Because of you I am standing tall,
My heart is full of endless gratitude
You were the one, the one to guide me through
Now i can see, and i believe its only just beginning

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
IS DO I MAKE YOU PROUD.

Stronger then i've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
BUT DO I MAKE YOU PROUD.

nasuha

2008-07-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

ohmy giddy! (all thanks to that gayu!)

LEADERS INVEST IS THIS FRI!! i tell you ah if me and eunice's project is a success we are so lucky! seriously.

ohmy miss sue-ann so much! its been so long since our state affairs! oh and im so jealous. i want to go for obs too! hmm hopefully can go perak end year. suddenly remember endau rompin. haha fun times(:

ok im gonna study physics! i need to ace it tmr man! or else i will have to treat that rachel! haha she another kuku.

nasuha

2008-07-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

hey!

haha i was supposed to only go and check my email but hmms the internet got the better of me though im super sleepy...

today was a really great day! ooooh happy ncc day! i tell you ah we are damn sway! since sec one everytime ncc day it will rain! only last yr slightly lucky though i did rain after morning assembly. but ohwell nvm... went for the sharing session with joyp, grace and alena. quite ok but the best was still the food! ohmy haha the four of us were like pigs but glam ones lah, eating all the yummy food esp the brownie and siew mai! (:

oh today after sch i spent it all with eunice the. sigh first accompany her as she counts her consent forms. she is so neat but forgetful. it just doesnt mix lah those traits of hers! then talked abt morning reflections which will be done by ashwiyni, ramya and her. all the best! then finally studied while she mr chia taught her. hahaha we were being kukus lah i tell you! i cant believe im studying with her for bio and chem!

haha ok my brain is going crazy and im typing wrong alphabets.

nights

nasuha

2008-06-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

first week of sch.. sigh well not too bad lah but definitely busy. everyday meetings etc but its ok i guess. sometimes i ask myself why on earth cant i be a regular student who is not a leader etc but when i see my fellow prefects the thought vanishes. leaders invest! well its picking up slowly but surely. hopefully cedarians will like it!

oh we changed sitting arrangement! a bit sad lah cause like duh mr tan wont allow me, sarah, melinda, jia min and jessica to sit together! but yeah melinda is diagonal to me. i shout all the way to jia min and jessica but sarah is just too far! haha amanda is sitting behind me lah! im gonna die of laughter any minute now. oh and my partner is my wonderful fellow first aid dept, jie shi! though a bit irritating cause the sun shines directly at me everyday at 9.10! haha oh and today we did this trigo thing on the computer and all of us were playing with it instead of doing what we were supposed to. so funny! drawing circles and dotes all around our triangles!

so sad fact POP was on wed ): slightly disappointed but ohwells got to get over it and start a fresh! promised myself that i wont cry this time but. first not cause sad or anything but cause zura just could not stop laughing! and in the end laugh too much and cried. the whole reason behind her laughter also very funny. we had some chocolates for our specs so we wanted to pass msg to everyone so we were whispering then staff made sasi say why. and this brilliant girl said cause we were all itchy and were asking each other. haha! staff believed so everyone was like laughing and laughing. its been some time since i laughed that much! but yup the hugs. and i couldn't have asked for a better way to end parade. thanks staff for besura-ing us!

hmms we have passed being alpha '06, bravo '07, now charlie '08. delta '09? i dunno. the future. but what i do know or hope for is that no matter what we are called the twelve of us will be together. remember thailand? that great night. yeah we can do it guys!

oklah im gonna sleep. tmr last ndp rehearsal before NE shows and previews. so excited! haha i bet zura is so happy she will finally see her air force again. funny lah that girl!

nasuha

2008-06-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

omgoosh sch! damn damn damn. damnbamalakazam.
all i ask for is just one more chance.
WALAO.

jiayou for school and tests, and for all the undone hw. :/

2008-06-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

how on earth does one retain information in her brain?? ohmy physics tuition was awesome but im so scared by the time i wake up tmr im gonna forget everything!

today is a tiring day. dunno why. morning leadership course which was ok. not the best but one which i will remember. the timing of the course was so appropriate with what has been going on in my life too. after it im gaining more confidence to give it a try. maybe i wont be that bad after all. hopefully!

then study session with trisha, fatimah, diana and liyana. so so lah. not too bad. did malay but halfway i decided to rest by playing the cityblocks thingy on fatimah's phone. haha then the two of us left first and had ice cream(: very long ready din eat ice cream! latest was before i fell sick cause yvonne refused to let me even touch chocolate and ice cream in thailand!

haha finally got to talk to sue-ann online! tmr coming to sch just to talk to her can! aiyoh that girl is so crazy. still the same sue-ann who can just make you smile. but ah still as self praising as ever! haha ok she will kill me if i come late tmr so gdnight!

nasuha

2008-06-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

heyho.

THANKYOU VERY VERY MUCH corryne and meitian!(: it was super nice of yall and omgosh its happy house!!((: haha. yes i was touched but meitian you were abit obvious when i came and you screamed. HAHA. but really really, THANKYOU TWO SO MUCH MUCH! i love you two toooo(:

when i get home tmr, i'm gg to do sth(:

july is coming.tootoo soon. ah damn.

go read alpha blog. i was gg to post. but i didnt. haha.

i made ic ytd and even though my mum was nagging and nagging, i dont really care if my face is gg to look retarded for the next 15 yrs of my life. (:

a promise is a promise and i wont break this one.
i dont know what i can do but i'll do what i can.
smile dearest. ily.

i dont know if i should believe you again:/

i feel lost.
-yvonne.

2008-06-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

ohmy so long since i used the computer!! busy life man! hahas ok i'll try and type out a long post.

so first ONE STAR KAYAKING!
haha oklah everyone passed so yay! though i think ah im still afraid to capsize on my own. so stupid lah. but kayaking is a lot of fun but scary cause your life depends on just yourself since you are all alone in one kayak. tsk. my fave part was whenever my group rafted. damn fun lah. we were like the slackest group. then we just talked abt ahem and discussed our board. yeah and our instructor just listened and laughed. i think he got a bit irritated cause we din really practice our jay(?) strokes. but the instructors were all pro and nice. on the last day we camwhored and did billy-banja with them(: i cant wait to kayak on my own now. but dunno lah when there will be time! though i still find it funny that lifeguard ashwiyni is afraid of the sea. she feels only safe in the swimming pool cause she can see the ground! haha oh and i bet a lot of ppl are wondering why that zura kamsani looks like a tomato/lobster/any red brown thing. well its cause she wanted a golden brown tan so she didn't put sunblock and tada! the girl never learns her lesson lah!

then had LEADERS INVEST preparations. yup its oklah i guess. a bit messy but im sure we can pull through. though eunice is damn blur! haha she ah keep forgetting her position. i think her kuku act was caught on tape! heh. this thu will be another prep. im in f&B(: haha ever since orientation im in love with that comm.

next and prob one of the best parts of my hols UNIT CAMP! ohmy i must say it was a great way to end our last camp as cadets): next yr it will be our turn running around and yeah doing all the prep. i just hope all 12 of us can be allowed t0 go for camp. it was damn sad that only 10 specs cld come. but still specs did well! camp was awesome and charlie defenitely had fun! i know for sure i did despite us stinking like dunno what at the end of the camp! ohmy i think if i had to use one word to describe the camp it would be WET! everyday we would get wet! first day dragon boating. sigh others din get really get wet but me and yvonne! we just had to sit infront of them. but it was fun. remembered my coals days.. it would have been better if could do capsize drill though.. then played this game called ghost whisperer at night. walau! haha to me that was the best act for unit camp besides co night. did stupid but fun things. at some points i was a bit afraid incase that spirit of john and the girl appears at the expressway lah!

somehow all games just had to have water and flour. oh there was this one that was called bouncing chairs then its like you must bounce on the chairs which have something on it. first- soft toy, then- sponge soaked with water, then- flour, then- cotton wool and finally flour again. so thanks to the water the flour became starch and the cotton wool got stuck to it! damn gross lah our shorts! yvonne! idk we still need to get revenge somehow!! so yes then co night. ohmy i think charlie is pro. first ROD '07 then now co night. both our performance we did it last minute yet it turned out well. haha the only time we did the whole thing together was in front of everyone. sasi was the star of the show! haha she is the best. MIMI! lots of fun and laughter and it was nice to see all the ex specs. seeing part a specs made me realise that so much time has passed! though we were not really very high by interaction time so our whole plt din talk much. sorry ex specs!

finally last day of camp ): i think right if mummy had talked longer i might have cried ): our smelly hug! haha CHARLIE ALL THE WAY! that hentak was the clincher. it really made me feel like yeah our whole plt has really come all the way and wether we like it or not we are gonna be doing it soon. sigh..

then last one NDP TRAINIGS. sigh its fun i guess but imagine doing the same thing over and over again. at least SM and ma'ams tried entertaining us the whole time. kept laughing lah! oh and the spray spray water hose! though i didnt really work lah. it just hits my uniform and hands not my face. so funny. someone said that shd spray lemon juice instead! oh and never ever put sunblock on ur face while you are sweating! my face was burning. haah yvonne says that after ndp must buy the nivea whitening cream! no need lah! zura was like its ok you are sacrificing your face for ur country! preview are coming. oh no wat if the camera zooms in and i do something unglam! haha

ok tmr there is leadership training then handover.. yeah then studying with plt. or at least attempting to study. no cannot! i must!! ok gdnight!

nasuha

2008-06-16T13:31:00.000+08:00

hellohello(:
ytd was damn funneh(: and hooottt! trisha got drunk on coke! i think the diana falling off the chair part was DAMNDAMNDAMN funny. HAHA.(: 171 is so longgg.
unit camp and conight are finally over, which means its back to school soon. haisehmann.
i think some ppl are damn sweet. we're sorry and we cant wait(: yay man its so excitingg.
today is fathers day la alamak. and, WALAO MY CHOCOLATE WENT MISSING! >:(
okay i'm hungryy.

-YVONNE.

2008-06-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD! TODAY WAS SUCH A YAY DAY COS DEAREST CHARLIE ANGELS TURNED MY MOOD ONE BIG ROUND AND ): BECAME (:
eleven dears plus one darling equals to (: me.
i like our new place cos its cool, but its cold too. super cold.
laughter really is the best medicine esp when you're laughing with ballehs(:
eunice i dont sound like my brotherr anymore right!
OMGOSH I'M SO DAMN EXCITED FOR UNIT CAMP!:D
AND CONIGHT! :D
woohooooooooo!
oh i need to make ic but there's no time NO TIMEeeee.

yvonne((:
4 panadols will work if anyth happens.

2008-06-09T15:08:00.000+08:00

once again i'm stuck at home when i'm not supposed to be.

tell me again why am i supposed to give a damn if you say you're disappointed in me. of course its my fault this happened. of course i've become too much. dump me somewhere la. you have so many other problems of your own alr right. okay so maybe i shouldn't have. but if you think i'm just going to stand there while you go on and on and on, you're absolutely right. cos since when have i ever spoken against you. and when i simply go away quietly you'll just think either i'm going psycho or you're unfair. and once again, you'll choose the i'm psycho one. but its okay, its alright. maybe i am, for putting up with you for so long. but i know i wont burst anytime soon too, cause i cant bring myself to scream at you, and everytime i'm pissed at you i just end up crying to pooh. i love my pooh.

my cousin's gone home. do you think 4 panadols will heal me or kill me? i cant wait. where are you syazza? Thank you, grace and corryne and jaya. see corryne, i didnt.

yvonne.
iloveyousweetheart.

2008-06-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

back from NDP and my neck hurts! ohwells still have many weekends to go. though thinking about performing live quite scary eh especially if the cameras zoom onto you! anyway today's training was as usual ok with improvements though today was more of getting used to the platform at marina bay. im now at the back and far far away from the rest. oh but yvonne's worse. she is at the left marker there while we are at right... haha yvonne was happy cause had KFC for lunch! whenever free time would go to the front and just talk rubbish with the rest. tsk we were crapping lah. STUCKSTUCK! thanks to our stuck actions we created last week. zura's is still the best! haha and trisha as usual while all of us were talking she was sleeping. sleep late some more lah!

though today made me quite sad too. cause trisha, diana and zura were talking abt spec course the whole time. so sad lah after all the preparations and mutuals, studying, in the end.. sigh just hope that it wont really affect. if only there is another phase the three of us can join.. well i guess there is a good reason for whatever that happened. just wish i can see it. well enough of that!

tmr finally ONE STAR KAYAKING! the rest like cant be bothered but im really looking forward to being in the water.. but we still haven buy our water shoes! so im gonna take my sisters old sch shoes. heh the one that i spoilt during endau rompin.

i know i was supposed to have posted pics but blogger just refuses. so i shall just post a few plt pics(:

nasuha

2008-06-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

heys!

hmm the week has been a crazy one. so many ups and downs. disappointed but i know everything that happened has its reasons. whatever next happens will be the best for me i guess... but CHARLIE im proud of you guys! really am! cant wait to talk to all of u! haha unit camp coming so lots of bonding then(: its like after thailand i dunno i began to expect having my pltmates with me. but hmm talking abt thailand, every bit of it was just awesome! from rooming with the crazy neat freak environmental freak beloved buddy of mine! to all those ahem night parties of ours to the thai friends we made and smuggling of ahem stuffs! ahahah! well once again pictures are with me so yes i will upload as soon as i can. since pictures speak a thousand words i wont say much now. yup

oklah i need to go. hmms i think tmr i shall update the pics and blog more..

nasuha